well it has been a long time since i updated!  thank to our new computer that has windows vista on it, it wouldn't  let me scan pictures into it!  alot has happened since i posted last!  jessi is getting to be a big girl and is walking!  probly the biggest thing i have faced since i updated is the death of my husband, best friend, lover, and my security!  to day it marks 4 weeks since he was killed!  i miss him lots!  but i God has given me so much peace that he is safe in the arms of his Savior!  and i know he is so happy there!  bot 4 weeks before he was killed we were out at the oregon coast and he was so excited to take jessi out the the beach and put here bare toes in the sand!!  they are such special memories that i have!  the last couple of months he had been so happy and was really enjoying his daughter and lookin forward to the birth of his son!  i often think of a fruit when it is ripe is when you pick it!  Neil was so ripe and ready to be harvested!  i just ask you would just pray that God will help me to see clearly what He has in store for me and my children!  here are some pictures we took at the coast!    

      well it is just another lazy saturday afternoon!  cleaning is mostly done.  that is except for the kitchen which is the most dreaded part of clening!  and neil is working and jessi is sleeping!  so i thot maybe i would post some pictures of my little lady!  she is getting so big and thinks that she needs to stand up all the time and likes to coo and giggle!  babies are so much fun!  well here are a few pictures!




try to get the balance thing figured out!!







she is such a pickle to try to take pictures of!  i get her all set up real nice then she gets all excited and sticks her long arms out and pulls up her dress or just pushes her self down!!










hope ya all have a good week!!